growing a pair

why do we do things we don't like doing?
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why do we wake up early,
wear clothes we don't feel comfortable in,
are pleasant to people we don't really care for,
sit at a desk, when we want to be outside,
pay retardedly high bills at restaurants for mediocre food,
then feel criticized for not tipping enough,
need so many things, stuff and more stuff,
blame ourselves for things that just fucking happens,
eat things we don't like because we "should",
don't smoke cigarettes or pot, when it's nobody's business but your own,
feel fat, ugly or too small,
pay taxes and don't know what the money is used for,
live in a democracy, but don't have a say,
live up to other people's expectations when they are not yours,
why don't we do what makes us feel good? fulfilled? alive?

fear, my friend, fear.
well, this year i am going to 'grow a pair' and fucking do what feels good.

cross my heart and hope to die.....cause why else bother?